The Day We Lost It

Today Hb and I went back to PMC to see Dr. Edmund. He did a vaginal scan to try and locate my embryo and hopefully detect a heartbeat. Unfortunately, he said it didn't develop and that I have most likely miscarriaged without knowing it...

We then scheduled for the surgery date the following week; the sooner the better.

Hb and I felt sad of course. We lost our baby. It was only 6 weeks old. But then again, because it was fighting for nutrients with the polyp and that I was spotting throughout, the condition looked grim right from the start. I took 2 home pregnancy tests over the weekend and both turned out negative so I was half prepared that it didn't make it. But when the reality sinked in, it was kind of painful.