Bout Me: Part II

Character wise... I must say... people tend to misjudge me 10 out of 10 times... (ya, that bad)... and it doesn't help that I'm born with a 'lansi' look...

You see... when people first meet me... most often than not, here's what they think of me:-

• Lansi / Over-confident
• Fierce
• Cold with heart of steel (not easily moved by anything)
• Bad tempered
• Rude
• Hiau (cos of the Angelina Jolie-factor I think)
• and the list goes on...

But since this is my blog... let me then clarify once and for all...

Lansi / Over-confident - Despite my looks, I'm actually an introvert sort of person. I find it extremely hard to make small talks with people that I don't know let alone pretend to joke and have conversations as if I've known the person all my life... Thus, the best way to describe me is that I'm socially handicapped. It's not that you're not interesting or that I find you stupid/ugly/dumb etc but it's just that I'm tongue tied in front of strangers and I prefer to just keep quiet. But yala, this is not good... which is why I'm slowly trying to change this...

Fierce - All my uncles and aunties (from my father's side) is known to have nice eyes but then again, we're also known to have cold hard stare... making us look fierce... Plus, I actually don't like smiling... The reason's not as complicated as you think (not some childhood trauma or anything like that)... I just don't like to smile because I think I look like a rabbit when I smile... because of my slightly protruding upper jaw and my big sets of teeth (think Julia Roberts).

Cold with heart of steel - Nobody in my family will ever describe me as cold (ever heard of the phrase, only your family knows you inside out?). In fact, how could you ever describe someone who sobs like mad at movies, dramas, weddings and when others cry... as cold? If anything, I think I am really a bit too full of emotions...

Bad tempered - No doubt about this. I am truly a bad tempered person. But 80% of the time, I regret my actions almost the instance I lose my temper... So instead of bad tempered... I think I'm more accurately labeled as quick tempered

Rude - I am known to have low tolerance for crap and I especially despise people who pretend that they are good at what they do when in actual fact, they boot-licked or ass-licked the bosses arse so half the time I ignore these people. Correct me if I'm wrong, but these group of people are usually very good in portraying themselves as knowledgeable... only when you've truly worked with them, will you be able to uncover the ugly truth - which makes it even more unbearable to sit thru their crap! And when it comes to dealing with these sort of people, I admit I lack tact sometimes... which is why it can come across as rude... But maybe I'm just crude... (the same applies to people who are boastful... I don't give a rat's ass as to how much you make a month or that your boyfriend's a multimillionaire... I'm just not interested!)

Hiau - Again, despite my looks... I'm known to be extremely loyal... All my life, I've only had 1 single boyfriend and I've been with him since I was 18 years old... So to guys who think they could get lucky with me or that I am the kind of girl who will tolerate one night stands... I suggest you go fuck yourself FAR FAR away from me...

So you see... 'Never Judge a Book by It's Cover'...

To be continued...