I hate being an entrepreneur's gf. I fucking hate it. My family and my bf tells me that I should be understanding as start ups are often the toughest and sacrifices (of personal time especially) are unavoidable.
Ya... it's all fine and dandy once in awhile but bloody hell... I used to see him only on weekends, then it reduced to only Sundays cos he has to work on Saturdays and now I don't get to see him even on Sundays!!! The last time I saw him was for dinner on 27 May 2007 and that's like over 2 fucking weeks!!!
Sigh... Relationships can be so damn frustrating... While I told him that I understand and that he should concentrate in doing what he has to, deep down I feel disappointed and lonely. Fuck, I'm only human!!!
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Hi, I just wanna tell you that, I know you are lonely. I know you are nobody since he care of his career. I know everyone tell you to understand him. I just like you bf before, I lose her. My X gone away with another who work together with him. When I writing this, my tear is droping.
You know why? I know that your bf really love you. He want the best for you. Maybe he don't have the time for now, but he wanna create more time with you in future. He don't want working, he want you be her wife and be at his side. I really wanna tell you that everything that your bf do, really for you and his future.
You know why I wanna write this for you? Because I wanna write something that I have no time to write for my X before. I really wanna let her know how much I miss and love her while I work on my career. But everything is late, already in the history. I really hate myself now, please let your bf see this comment, I really hope he can wake up before that's late.
shadowfox, maybe you are right. But when you loving him, do you mean that you don't understand him when you both in love? Or is this a test for both of you from the god? Can you pass it? Is depend on both of your commitment....
Wanna hang out sometimes?
Maemee, I serious on this issues. Love is special thing is this life that I have ever seem. It was hurt when she leave me to other guy, and I still love her so so so much.
Do you know how long to meet someone that really understand you without to mention any word in your life? Me is 20 years to get one. And I really appreciate god let me have her before, if she would come back to me, I will love her all my life, ever my life. I don't know after I miss this one, is that I have a chance to meet a women that I desire after 20 years? I'm lucky if could get it, but maybe more.
In chinese is call yan fen. And I believe in this. The spark I with her is just a second, really a second. She is not so pretty for others, but in my eyes, she is the most beautiful girl in my life. I now on the way to get her back, but really a tough challenge in my life.
For me, if that is mine, is really is mine. But I didn't give any commitment between both of us, god also out of mind.
First of all, do you really love your bf? Is that the type you want?
Sometime maybe you are young. Is that you love him more than yourself?
loui$$ get real. You're only 21 and you think you've found the 'one' ?
Jesus, you probably haven't dated much in your life.
Quit being a wuss and be a real man.
Do not let an insignificant woman (whom you think is but i doubt it) ruin chances to know other better women out there.
For f**cks sake you're only 21 !!!
What the hell do you know about true love or the 'one' ?!!
First time is it ?!
babe, your site is officially a rehab centre :P
[loui$$] actually, u started off ok but then u were provoked by shadowfox n u went off track. nevertheless. tq for ur comments n all d best in finding your soulmate. cheers.
chill vic... u're getting angry again... but good thing saw ur post said u're already ok. rly ned to catch up wit u sometimes. it's been decade since da last we spoke...
[david] "been a decade..." now only u know ar??? pui! but dun call me only for concert tix la wei... sigh...
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